pray hard

I cried..

not because of getting bad result,

not because of being scolded or whatever love matters blablabla..

I cried..

because I felt for her...

Years ago, her husband left her,

Months ago, her dad passed away,

Weeks ago, her daughter was badly ill due to some white blood cell infection or disease,

and just a few minutes ago, her mom was diagnosed with liver cancer.

How can she take all this by herself??

If I am in her shoes, I think all I'll do is crying at one corner till my tears get dry.

What is more, when I read about liver cancer, and it says that the prognosis is poor and most patients would not be able to survive for more than a year.

What a heartbreaking news..

I can only pray silently..

pray that her mom won't be suffering from pain too much..

pray that she can stay strong no matter how tough it would be..

pray that her God can open another window for her to show her that life is no truly hopeless..

Life is wonderful!

I feel blessed and grateful. We should appreciate what we possess now, instead of struggling hard or even lose rationale to grab and fight for things that are not meant to belong to us..Yes, we need to think big, but in the mean time it's more important to relish small pleasures.

I AM GLAD, I AM THANKFUL .. for

having parents who give me their best

and be my torch light when I'm in the dark..

having fun and lovely siblings

who sometimes quarrel and tease,

but still sayang each other no matter what happened..

having united relatives

who gossip about everyone and every small matters..

and always make Taman Rakyat a gathering place..

having bunch of great friends..

to play and have fun with..

to study together and motivate one another..

to talk and share my joy and sorrow with..

having nice and friendly housemates..

who tell me how lucky and happy they are to stay in this house(^-^)

and to talk and laugh till midnight..

having someone to miss..

who scolds me when I skip my dinner..

even threaten me that he won't eat if I don't have my proper meal! ahha..sweet;) but I doubt he will do so:P

who sent me Christmas presents from thousand miles away..

and who is always ready to listen to whatever craps I have almost every night before going to sleep..

having opportunity to pursue my dream..

and always wanted to be more hardworking but shows no effort..

having ability to afford enjoying delicious food..

having chance to travel around and broaden my view..

and having more than just what I need [^.^]*

When life shows me hundred reasons to cry, I will show life thousands reasons to smile=)

"Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect, it means that you decided to look beyond imperfection." Jamie Chew, you ought to keep in mind that neither success nor failure is final. Laugh as much as you breath, love as much as you live. I always believe that everything happens for a reason, and when things happen against your way, just laugh in confusion until you get your real solutions.

These wishes were made in Japan..and it seems that, when we have belief and confidence in ourselves, we will lead our own way to happiness..

这就是我爸爸：p

听到说standard chartered credit card用 rm4k 就可以拿digital photo frame 和有机会赢取 64gb iPad.我就兴致勃勃打给我爸爸。
我：＂爸，你在驾车啊？酱改天才讲啦。＂
在驾着车从alor setar 回来的他：＂讲啦，你每次都是打来讲废话的吗。＂（−＿−；）
我：＂那个卡bla bla bla.."
爸：＂是咯是咯，我也有听到，你帮我查几时要sms去啦！可以拿到photo frame oh。。。＂
我：＂是咯！等下又赢到ipad Ho..爸，你有没有很烦？我帮你想要怎样花四千块啦，买macbook给我咯，反正我要生日了吗。＂
爸：＂不用啦，你在facebook问谁要买给你咯，可能你放了就有macbook了。”
我：（；＿；）“yooo...，我不要跟你好了，这星期不要回家见你了。＂
爸：“最多你不能吃到我刚买里面有肉干的kuih kapit 罢了吗～hahaha＂
我：“不可以！ 我在减肥！”
爸：“减肥吃那个最好了的，一定瘦的！”
关电话之前还说：“你不用担心啦，我用四千块很容易罢了，你不用帮我烦的。＂
== 这就是我爸爸，当有必要时，他就会用废话盖掉我的废话~哈哈！ 讨生日礼物计划失败：p 自己买吧：）

from fb about love<3

　有人说爱上一个人，就会天天想见她，见到她时心会卜卜的跳，会很紧张．见不到她，心里就七上八下的．其实这只是刚刚开始喜欢的表现．还有人说真正的爱上一个人，你爱的越深，你会发现你失去了自己．．．你所做的，你所想的全部都是为了他，你可以没有朋友、没有家人、但你不可以没有她。有一天，她不在爱你了，他抛弃你了。就只剩下你一个人。你会突然觉的自己很陌生。原来爱上一个人，要把所有都献给她，毫无条件的付出。而你牺牲的可能永远都没有回报。真不知道样做是傻呢，还是伟大。 　

爱的感觉总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪，多一个人帮你分担，你终于不再孤单了至少有一个人想着你、恋着你，不论做什么事情，只要能在一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的。随着彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接着一个发生，你开始烦、累甚至想要逃避。有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？她适合你，那你又适合她吗？

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨光，你开始磨了吗？人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。

有人说：喝酒的时候，六分醉的微醺感是最舒服的。肌肉可以得到松弛，眼中看到的一切都是可 的，如果你还继续喝，很可能隔天你会头疼欲裂，全身不舒服，完全丧失了喝酒的乐趣。吃饭的时候，七分饱的满足感是最舒服的。口中还留着食物的香味，再加上饭后甜点、水果，保持身体和身体健康绝对足够。如果你还继续吃，很可能会肠胃不适、吃太饱想睡觉，完全丧失了吃饭的乐趣。 　　

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分喔。 爱一个人！要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要让错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；要接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

如果你都做到了，即使你不再爱一个人，也只有怀念，而不会怀恨。 如果你爱一个人，随遇而安，让她自由的飞，让她找到自己的真爱，你也不会有遗憾．至少你曾经努力过．你可以在心里默默的祝福她们．如果最后她还是回到你身边，那缘分就是天注定．

No reason for being jealous

As expected, the first thing you asked me was:" Can I be jealous? Hmmm..you can, but you definitely need not to. They are all my close friends, merely very close friends. I can assure you that all you ought to do is to have 100% trust on me;)

The next thing you asked:"I'm treating you like my gf now, although we are not..How?" Errr..What a question.. If I know how then I won't be doing the same thing and wondering about the same thing as you do. Anyway, you didn't continue to ask, cox we both knew that it won't be any different, and I assume that you won't want to make any change for the time being. Hmm..If only Viber, YM, Skype, Tango or whatever superb apps can do more than they could.