Thursday, April 7, 2011

Msgs from dear friends

All the very warm messages from my buddies when I wasn't feeling well for the past two days:


Yoong Siang(what's app): Must take care of your body ah, health comes first then only focus on your study. Not beside you, kenot helo u jor too bad..drink some water n sleep lor superwoman..summore dizzy then i operate your head n c d..

Vince(skype chat): Why headache? you take care! shouldnt fall sick since you r something like a dr..
eat more,gain energy


Ickes(fb wall): Jamie, u sick ah?? Take care yo...drink lot lot water.
that time u say when's badminton ah??

Estherin--Shu Fang(fb wall): take care ^^


Edmund(what's app): still dizzy ah? is it not enough blood?sayang u also tak sempat lah, where dare to bully u..go have a hot drink then sleep early, dont play computer n iphone too much..

Jon(fb msg): Jamie... Lao Ban give u 良药的配方 >> 20 hours de rest out of one day, 10 L of water per day, plenty of Strepsils (* all packets that u can find in 7-11), and plenty of vegetables and oranges (* pasar pagi got a lot)... Hope u get well soon... remember always take care wor... ^^

Thursday, March 31, 2011

111

二月二十号, 到今天的三月十一号, 原来我颓废了一个月十一天!
浪费了我的青春, 时间, 力气。。
看回日记:
从开心 期待 甜蜜
到冷淡 疑惑 讲明
到 无奈 看开 放下
到 回想 低落 伤心
好像来回了好几轮~
啊!太傻了!!清醒咯jamie chew kwai yee!!

电话里的照片,谈天的内容,彻底地删除了=) 谢谢你曾经给我美好的回忆。我们都没错,都清楚了解为什么只能走到这里, 是我自己放不下而已。。下次见到你,我一定会让自己假装更坚定~
美好与不好的回忆, 该藏在仓库里,不去触动与影响心情^^
收拾好破碎的玻璃心,就该勇敢地重新出发去!

今天做了很白痴的事情。竟然去找jun ai 的patient's fb..然后跟shu qeng 一起stalk 他~ 然后两个人都很兴奋地在讨论他,说比牛肉好很多,要抢来抢去~ haha.. 好久没有笑到那样白痴了!

和她skype时,又逼她讲出一些她个人的惊人秘密。。('o') 讲一半又不讲一半, 逼到我都笑死了!
真的很谢谢她在我低落时一直陪着我, 鼓励我,安慰我,提醒我~
没有很多人懂我有几难受, 懂我难受的人又不了解为什么~
可能他们还心想我是笨蛋 @.@

上天对我太好了,有肯陪我谈天的室友, 肯跟我玩闹打羽球的朋友,还有疼我的家人~ 幸福一百分!

Saturday, March 5, 2011

加油哦!

原来我没想象中那么的坚强…没有表面上看起来那么的乐观…
最近我都在问别人,为什么没有谈恋爱却会有失恋的感觉呢?
我曾经大方地笑着对他说:跟你打睹你一定比我先拍拖的,哈哈! 可是如果真的实践了,我还会那么的潇洒与不在乎吗?
原来踩进去了就会越陷越深,无法自拔了~谁能教我怎样放下呢?

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Be out of the box

Viewed world map with Hui Sze just now after dinner..We were like

('0') wa..
(0.o) ha?
('_")? Eh?

Jamie= a frog in the well who knows nothing of the great ocean
Jamie= someone who doesn't read news, neither being too busy nor too poor to buy newspapers. She is just lacking interest in those political critics, racism, crime cases, and thus choose to continue living in her own small box, believing that ignorance is bliss.. [How pathetic]

Arrr..Too many things are happening in the surrounding now. Life is not about you and yourself, it's not about wanting attention from someone else, it's not about dwelling in a sweet memory you have had, it's also not about waiting for fairy tale love story to find you and being emo if it doesn't come true.

Massive Sun explosion, mass suicidal of Arkansas birds and fishes, civil war in Libya, earthquake in Christchurch, flood everywhere, etc. They happened for reasons. I really don't know when is the world going to end, but I have a strong feeling that it is going to be soon. may be I'm a little pessimistic?

In spite of all, if I'm still alive after 2012(hopefully!*touch wood*), I want to explore many many places! I want to see falling snow in Korea, eat Rock Melon in Hokkaido, play extreme games in Universal Studio Japan, attend friends' graduation in New Zealand, take wedding picture in front of Eiffel Tower, honeymoon and have gondola ride in Venice, gamble in Las Vegas, go wild life safari in South Africa, bring my kids to Disneyworld US, ahhh...It's going to take forever to end this wish list.

Wakaka..sounds quite ambitious right? Yup..requires large amount of hard earned money and time..I want to depend on my own financial ability to fulfill this dream..Gotta work really hard now!! Roar~~

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

4th year now=)

Reading and flipping through my sem7 timetable now..wait..What? sem7 you mean?

Yaa, I'm officially 4th year dental student now. Can I show you this face? ('0')!! Am I ready??

Looking back on the first day when I stepped into IMU, meeting the first dental student in underground car park, Alethea who is now in NUS, making my first new friend in IMU, Pui Seen, and taking first batch picture in Atrium.

Many say that people who study in medical field are all, or may be mostly nerds and bookworms who stay in Library 24/7, eat, shit and sleep with books of encyclopedia's thickness. But I can totally prove them wrong! Yes, you guys are smart, and in the mean time very playful and fun to be with too!!


Some of you are really all rounders! Hmm..I am thinking of::::
1. Paige, the excellent cook with creative mind and sophisticated hand skill
2.Arthur, the superb pianist who knows break dance and speak bombastic English
3. Amos, the well known joker who can play guitar and bring laughters to everyone
4. Izyan, who is pretty, sexy and has good vocal.

many many more that I just can't name all here one by one..



Our first dental pot-love, specially held for people who are single or have no places to celebrate Valentine's day like me;P Hmmm..(All of them in the pictures except me n Yun Teng have left to overseas or are ready to leave..)




Our first ever dental futsal game:

I remember it was raining heavily in the evening that day and the court was all wet and slippery. We took(or may be stole?) a big stack of January alumni news feed magazine and laid them over the ground hoping they can absorb away the water. err..this idea was bad simply because the papers are sort of "hydrophobic"..haha..anyway, not the main issue here cox we had tonnes of fun and laughters that night seeing many kaki bangku girls play futsal!! One of them was me of cox=P



Soon after that game:
2010 Chinese New Year potluck together with DT109..Ang ang bo hai lang! Huat ah!! What a memorable night with many senior-junior and lecturer-student interactions. We had fortune cookies and lucky draw too!

Also, we the pioneer batch of dental students, had the privilege to be invited to our Dean's house in Subang SS18:
Her house is designed and decorated as a mixture of Bali and Ancient China style. One word: WEIRD. haha..The night was filled with shouting, cheering and laughing: shout to answer quizzes, cheer for their own team who won and laugh at silly responses from the floor.
Erm, this picture: "the fastest" was wanted from each team and the winner will be the fastest to finished typing all the words on the screen using hp. *should have use my N97 keypad instead of Cyan's phone..shivered and kept pressing the wrong button.hahah..


Without realizing how fast time passes without mercy, we have been through so many things, from being strangers, to becoming closer and closer, followed by separation to different continents..Every bits and pieces, success and failure, laughs and tears that made up the diary of my life will be accepted as what it is, and be the lessons for me in becoming a better person.

8th of Feb night

Waiting on the bed for u to say good night.. Must be too focus on your thesis in the lab now huh.. Hmmm.. Tired ad.. Don want to bug you with another email.. Will this be the first night sleeping without your greeting? Zzz.. お休み



Wa.. Just posted then get your mail ad.. with Sayang n o(^▽^)o..
smiled:) Nightzzz..

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

谢谢你!

谢谢你在我胡思乱想时,肯低声温柔地问候我。
谢谢你不嫌弃我烦,愿意谅解我。
虽然从你身上找不到的是安全感,也很清楚我们是不可能的;
可是你的慰问与关心,就足以让我感到欣慰。
如果哪天我消失了,你会找我吗?虽然你已经说会,也随口说会飞回来找,我还是得不到你诚恳的答案~
或应该说,我还是得不到我要的答案,因为我也不知道我要的是怎样的回答。
一句话,女人真难搞!(>_<)