29.04.2010

My lovely 20th Birthday:

~I really felt thankful to have such a wonderful day with my beloved friends and got presents from those who care about me^.^~

Brownies from Delicious

Hazelnut cheese cake from Secret Recipe

Tiramisu cake from Secret recipe again..

Morning celebration with Shiau Zhia and Ee Ling


My favourite Chocolate indulgence from secret recipe [I suppose Secret Recipe pakat with my friends la..lol]


At night in Pantai Hospital with Ickes, Mr. Black and Siu Lok Lui

"Mr. Black from my brother-in-law Jonathan

Handmade lovely birthday card from Ickes (need to stick the msg papers on my own one..LOL)

Cutie " Unagi" and 56 stars in cocktail glass from Ickes

Black n White bangles and VOIR privilege card from Shu Qeng, Pui Seen, May, Yun Teng

Yummy Ferrero Rocher from Joyce Chieng

Go green note book from Cyandra

Sandy "Dodol" from Joshua



8GB pendrive from Jon


Diamond & Platinum necklace from Biao Wen gor gor

Bracelet from Yung Yung in Genting, gor bought one too..

Let me introduce my new "pet"---Siao Hong!

(A bday present for myself)

Without noticing how fast time travels and how much of joys and tears I have been through, I am now already in my second decade of life. It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had. I must constantly bear in mind that I shouldn't cling on this kind of miserable, aimless, dreamless life that I am living now-- facebook each and every second, TV and snacks during free time, so on and so forth. Hmmm...this is a reminder for myself: I must live every act fully, as if it were my last.

The last night of being 19~

I am entering my 2nd decade of life soon, may be by the time I finish typing this, I will be 20 already. Haha..

Complicated feeling now. Sigh..Shouldn't feel like this but..don't know how to describe..No one will understand too..

My dilemma now is whether to go back to Klang to meet my friends who I have rejected all of their invitations tomorrow or just stay in vista to study for my upcoming EOS or figure out a way to visit my poor little son.

I don't like so many choices as this makes my indecisiveness more obvious. (=.=") Plans are not always as smooth as what we think they will be. That's why in COH after the step of analysing data, identifying priorities and creating strategies, there is always a step called "implementing alternative strategies." Wakaka.. What I learnt can be applied in real life. Not bad wor;)

I have a strong feeling that I will fail EOS miserably this time. Not to mention B+(my target), C might be difficult to get too. Jamie Jamie~ Where's your ohm?!

10th of April

I want to write..but lazy..so I type..

(Errr...what a lame beginning of my new post)

Erm..I think overall the Ball is good except a few regrets here n there..(late and missed the cocktail n photography session>.< feel so sorry, I held a big responsibility of making 7 of us late to the ball..still feels the "sour-ness" now..Haihz..We should have reached earlier n more things could have been done) The ball wasn't the same as my expectation-- less interaction was involved..Didn't get to take picture with everyone I know although I understand this is a bit difficult..Didn't get to dance like what I did in my previous prom..

We reached late for the afterparty too.. Only get to dance for not more than one hour..I was not that into the dance that night, perhaps need some alcohol beforehand..Was trying to hold back and restrict my movement thus making myself look weird..lol..

Hmmm..I felt glad yet a bit disappointed when I saw that message at 5am..Nothing to do with the content, but the way of expressing it.. Didn't know what to answer so chose to reply the next day.. However, we still decided to remain as what we are now-- like unofficial one that care about each other more than anyone else does.. This is the best way not to hurt anyone or end up with chaos in the future. Am I right? Please bear in mind that I appreciate you a lot..

好人真难当。。我要做坏人！=P

每个都各忙各的， 做工啊， 拍拖啊。。没人想起我了。。今天就有！可是。。好像不怎么值得开心：


蓉的一通电话就要在半小时内丢下手上的事物载你绕来绕去找书店。。
星期天 店没开就只好用我家的printer和纸来印。。
煮午餐给你，还要加这个加那个，没有还要摆臭脸，吃完后又得帮你洗碗抹桌子。。

帮你印了project出来，还要帮你一张一张写东西。。
本来应该拿来读书应付考试的整个半天， 都被你用掉了。。
我帮你做这些都无所谓，因为都远比帮你骗你妈妈还来得容易多了。。可是连最基本的一声谢谢都没有。。Hmmm.. 早知就不接你电话了。。
睡觉更好，可能还可以梦到帅哥；）


猩猩啊！我借你的六百多块你还了一百多而已， 到现在已经一年了啊~ 当初你说只要一个月~ 如果我缺钱早就饿死咯。。哈哈。。收在银行还有利息拿：（ 希望我不用开口你都会自动还我咯。。

LONG/ SHORT?? BLACK OR PURPLE?

Went out to hunt for prom dress this afternoon.. 4 of the girls accompanied me to walk from one end to another end of Sunway Pyramid, one corner to another corner of Subang boutiques.. Still can't find a suitable one though..

Long dresses are elegant and make me look taller, but more mature(-.-)
Short dress looks younger but none of them win my heart..
Black is universally acceptable but too common..
I love the long purple dress very much! Other people in the shop gave positive comments too but it is more suitable for bridesmaid la==" need lots of courage to wear that! haha..

Hmmm..Hunting mission failed..

nothing la..

My eyes get dry easily these few days..Not only that, vision turns blur every time I look at something for more than 5 seconds.. Spectacles and berries supplement are not helping at all..Apart from that, I have difficulty in paying full attention and remembering stuff too.. My mind always wandering around thinking about nothing during lecture and even worse, when I am talking to friends..I tried, I struggled, I did my best trying to focus, but I couldn't.. Hmmm.. Aging process is accelerating fast..


Today I was nominated and surprisingly voted by majority to be phase 2 DT108 batch rep..Was protesting but no one choi me..Hmmm..Luckily it's just so few of us left in sem 6..should call it as group leader instead of batch rep..pathetic number of students..LOL..


Haihz.. Always daydream about nonsense recently.. Nasolabial fold also becoming more and more obvious owing to lack of smile== Am I worrying too much? Am I thinking excessively? Am I doing too much things unnecessarily? Am I still myself?

I miss my laughter and joys that I used to have everyday..Just want to tell myself to be more focus...Know what I want and go for it! What's more important for now is STUDY and FAMILY^^ Should make a call now~

Pill of the day

Extremely tired.. Time to eat one vitamin pill now..
and the content goes like this:

"Life is like body rafting, sometimes you are out of control and don't know what to do next. All you need to do is just follow the current."

The current tells me to have a nap now. I am not productive nor progressive at all. Haihz.. :'(