I release myself to be who I am, and who I want to be, and who I am becoming, instead of staying or reverting back to who I was, or who others have or do expect me to be.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
What can I do?
My mom is lying on the sofa crying silently with the lights off at this time.. 2.45am ..but I don't know why.. Trying to recall am I the reason behind what she is doing?
Did I say something harsh that hurt her? Hmm.. I don't know. She didn't answer me why, just asked me to go to bed.
Haihz.. Useless daughter, I can't do anything for her. I'm always loud, impatient, and like to shout back. Why?? Shouldn't.. Shouldn't treat my mom like that anymore.. Sorry mami..I will try to control my temper k..cox every time I see u cry, I feel like crying too :'(
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
To trust or not? NO!
11/8/2011
I learned one new thing today. Do not simply trust anyone.
Hmm..Am I too sensitive?? Or paranoid??
Aiks..Better be careful than be regret~
*Im talking about itunes sync thingy. FB, Whats app, photos.. Is that just a coincidence? Or..It's you? Yesterday your what's app with her disappointed me too. It's not because of the content, but because you didn't tell me the truth! I was giving you second chance to explain yourself but you ruined it. You even betrayed your best friend just to distract the topic. No way, totally lost trust in you. Thank you, bye bye.
Yesterday all contacts in iPhone were lost. Cox..Edmund helped me to format computer, then iTunes data all gone ad. n then he sync it back without knowing my itunes contacts are empty. So the empty one replaced my phone contacts! I was really really down.
Today in what's app, Vince told me: Don't know what to say to you wor. but it's not the end of the world :) Looked for sponsorship the whole afternoon after practicing Malay dance with Kai Shang n Jun Ai in OHC. Came back n called Pui Seen to console her. (She was crying while calling me before that) Hmm..let the experienced one--me to handle ba~went to Pasar Ramadhan in Sri Petaling but all finished==" Disappointed! Ate loh mee, fried brinjal, vege, and hokkien mee at last. not bad la..
I learned one new thing today. Do not simply trust anyone.
Hmm..Am I too sensitive?? Or paranoid??
Aiks..Better be careful than be regret~
*Im talking about itunes sync thingy. FB, Whats app, photos.. Is that just a coincidence? Or..It's you? Yesterday your what's app with her disappointed me too. It's not because of the content, but because you didn't tell me the truth! I was giving you second chance to explain yourself but you ruined it. You even betrayed your best friend just to distract the topic. No way, totally lost trust in you. Thank you, bye bye.
Yesterday all contacts in iPhone were lost. Cox..Edmund helped me to format computer, then iTunes data all gone ad. n then he sync it back without knowing my itunes contacts are empty. So the empty one replaced my phone contacts! I was really really down.
Today in what's app, Vince told me: Don't know what to say to you wor. but it's not the end of the world :) Looked for sponsorship the whole afternoon after practicing Malay dance with Kai Shang n Jun Ai in OHC. Came back n called Pui Seen to console her. (She was crying while calling me before that) Hmm..let the experienced one--me to handle ba~went to Pasar Ramadhan in Sri Petaling but all finished==" Disappointed! Ate loh mee, fried brinjal, vege, and hokkien mee at last. not bad la..
Sunday, July 17, 2011
珍惜值得被珍惜的人=)
他。。不会拒绝我的请求
他。。在默默地付出
他。。仔细聆听我的细说
他。。在适当时给与鼓励
最重要的是,
他。。并没有要求回报~
这样的人,别处能找吗?
这样的人,值得一试吗?
这样的人,失去时, 会后悔吗?
我想,应该试着去珍惜。。值得被我珍惜的人~
可我不懂, 我在等着什么,我在期待什么~
他。。在默默地付出
他。。仔细聆听我的细说
他。。在适当时给与鼓励
最重要的是,
他。。并没有要求回报~
这样的人,别处能找吗?
这样的人,值得一试吗?
这样的人,失去时, 会后悔吗?
我想,应该试着去珍惜。。值得被我珍惜的人~
可我不懂, 我在等着什么,我在期待什么~
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Productive day
Time to report sem7 result:
ICA
ODS: A-
DP2: B+
Skype with Shu Qeng for an hour~
Had Mihun tomyam goreng pattaya that I had been craving for since yesterday!
Studied in library with Yun Teng from 1-9pm
+Rojak for dinner
Back here FB as usual
zzz at 11pm=)
Simple n nice day^^
ICA
ODS: A-
DP2: B+
Skype with Shu Qeng for an hour~
Had Mihun tomyam goreng pattaya that I had been craving for since yesterday!
Studied in library with Yun Teng from 1-9pm
+Rojak for dinner
Back here FB as usual
zzz at 11pm=)
Simple n nice day^^
Monday, June 20, 2011
SSS
Stresssssed...
Saddddddd...
Siennnnnnn...
3s = Pre-exam syndrome, that can only be cured with 3f
fooooooddd...
facebooookk...
friendsssssss...
And will eventually lead to another 3f:
Faaaatttttt...
Faaiiiilllllll...
Faainnttttt...
Monday, June 13, 2011
Nothing much
Woohoo..it's already June. Sem 7 is ending really soon. Do I have time to catch up what I have missed, recapture things that I have learnt, and also keep pace on what I m suppose to do now?
I am glad that I have finally "awakened", I dono how but I did it! *wink* Yea, I was once a 'sleeping beauty' who had been living and struggling in my own dream world. Total waste of time! Booo..
Oh yeah, not the main point..The thing I wanna shout out loud is: **I PASSED MY FIRST COMPETENCY TEST TODAY!!** I was the first one who attempted to do in the class. Papa sarcastically said that I passed with sympathy. He has got his point I think. Wrong tooth selection, punched only one hole for interproximal(class 3) caries, improper clamp placement. One more cunning idea I came up with just now is, I asked mami (Yes, she is the patient!wakaka) to go to toilet..mainly because I want to replace her torn rubber dam with a new one without making it so obvious. Hhahahaha! I am sooooo smart, ain't I??
Can I confess something here? Don't think it's wise to tell the whole story. but.. all 5 of us will sure pass the RD formative, and higher chance to pass DP2 now=) ngiek ngiek..I bet you won't want to know how.
Ganbatte! Counting down to holiday! 41 days left..I need a break! =P
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