To trust or not? NO!

11/8/2011
I learned one new thing today. Do not simply trust anyone.
Hmm..Am I too sensitive?? Or paranoid??
Aiks..Better be careful than be regret~

*Im talking about itunes sync thingy. FB, Whats app, photos.. Is that just a coincidence? Or..It's you? Yesterday your what's app with her disappointed me too. It's not because of the content, but because you didn't tell me the truth! I was giving you second chance to explain yourself but you ruined it. You even betrayed your best friend just to distract the topic. No way, totally lost trust in you. Thank you, bye bye.

Yesterday all contacts in iPhone were lost. Cox..Edmund helped me to format computer, then iTunes data all gone ad. n then he sync it back without knowing my itunes contacts are empty. So the empty one replaced my phone contacts! I was really really down.

Today in what's app, Vince told me: Don't know what to say to you wor. but it's not the end of the world :) Looked for sponsorship the whole afternoon after practicing Malay dance with Kai Shang n Jun Ai in OHC. Came back n called Pui Seen to console her. (She was crying while calling me before that) Hmm..let the experienced one--me to handle ba~went to Pasar Ramadhan in Sri Petaling but all finished==" Disappointed! Ate loh mee, fried brinjal, vege, and hokkien mee at last. not bad la..

珍惜值得被珍惜的人=）

他。。不会拒绝我的请求
他。。在默默地付出
他。。仔细聆听我的细说
他。。在适当时给与鼓励
最重要的是，
他。。并没有要求回报~

这样的人，别处能找吗？
这样的人，值得一试吗？
这样的人，失去时， 会后悔吗？

我想，应该试着去珍惜。。值得被我珍惜的人~
可我不懂， 我在等着什么，我在期待什么~

Productive day

Time to report sem7 result:

ICA
ODS: A-
DP2: B+

Skype with Shu Qeng for an hour~
Had Mihun tomyam goreng pattaya that I had been craving for since yesterday!
Studied in library with Yun Teng from 1-9pm
+Rojak for dinner
Back here FB as usual
zzz at 11pm=)

Simple n nice day^^

SSS

Stresssssed...

Saddddddd...

Siennnnnnn...

3s = Pre-exam syndrome, that can only be cured with 3f

fooooooddd...

facebooookk...

friendsssssss...

And will eventually lead to another 3f:

Faaaatttttt...

Faaiiiilllllll...

Faainnttttt...

Nothing much

Woohoo..it's already June. Sem 7 is ending really soon. Do I have time to catch up what I have missed, recapture things that I have learnt, and also keep pace on what I m suppose to do now?

I am glad that I have finally "awakened", I dono how but I did it! *wink* Yea, I was once a 'sleeping beauty' who had been living and struggling in my own dream world. Total waste of time! Booo..

Oh yeah, not the main point..The thing I wanna shout out loud is: **I PASSED MY FIRST COMPETENCY TEST TODAY!!** I was the first one who attempted to do in the class. Papa sarcastically said that I passed with sympathy. He has got his point I think. Wrong tooth selection, punched only one hole for interproximal(class 3) caries, improper clamp placement. One more cunning idea I came up with just now is, I asked mami (Yes, she is the patient!wakaka) to go to toilet..mainly because I want to replace her torn rubber dam with a new one without making it so obvious. Hhahahaha! I am sooooo smart, ain't I??

Can I confess something here? Don't think it's wise to tell the whole story. but.. all 5 of us will sure pass the RD formative, and higher chance to pass DP2 now=) ngiek ngiek..I bet you won't want to know how.

Ganbatte! Counting down to holiday! 41 days left..I need a break! =P

Funny day!

I couldn't stop laughing since just now.

YS told me his current "target" is me this afternoon when we what's app. He has been constantly praising me for being gorgeous, pretty, blabla..*wuak..must be blind!* I kept changing topic and tried to made him say his was just kidding but he insisted that he told me the truth.

At the same time, JS fb msg me and say will call me tonight to ask me something. He didn't call but I received a fb msg from him around 11pm:

[Actually there's just something i need to tell u. We've known each other for quite a while. Its might sounds weird to u i think...ive been missing u all the time. Wanna listen to ur voice everytime i think of u. U're just that special. I dont know how to describe the feeling. Maybe thats what happen when u like someone i assume. Ive been keeping this in my heart for some time. I feel that i just need to tell u that i really like u...from the bottom of my heart. p/s: i just wanna express my feeling to u. No matter what, we're still great frens k.:-)]

I can't help laughing after these two incidences today. OMG.. I just dono what to say other than diverting their focus to something else. Hmm..should I be happy cox it means that I still have some market value? LOL..Haihz..but why..why isn't it you..I just couldnt walk out from your shadow~ 3 mths are long enough my dear Jamie.. You didn't even need more than a week to recover 2 yrs back!

speechless

我也不想我的blog充满着伤心的post, 可是我想发现没有人能听我诉说， 也找不到心灵的寄托，只好又回到这里自己写给自己看， 安静地往心里发泄~

也许我不擅于表达吧，我所说出的关心话，所做的东西， 所限制他们一些不益健康的习惯，都会被认为是一种指责，一种不重视，一种霸道无理的行为。

昨天叫妈妈不要常对电脑，会对已经开始麻痹了的手不好，她却可以从昨天到今天不停地借题发挥， 反倒说为什么又不会帮忙做家务， 不会心疼她做得很辛苦？搬来那么多次， 有剪过草吗？有煮过一餐给我吃吗？

还记得以前我剪草时，你说有剪等于没剪， 算了， 我没那种天份~

每次进厨房， 你又说我去捣乱，弄脏，可是至少有弄过不少早餐。最后一次是意大利面，或许你 不在乎， 所以不记得吧~

或许我真的不是个好女儿，可是我真的有尝试讨你开心，母亲节时亲手折钱玫瑰；你打来时无论我有多忙，我都告诉我自己要耐心地听完；你骂我时我尽量不顶撞，却被你说我每次只会摆回臭脸给你看~

你真的看不出我的努力吗？在你眼中，可能只有缺点。。。

如果你真的不想看到我，觉得我很碍眼， 我可以学大姐，拜六礼拜少在家，就不用被说不帮你做家务；我也可以学桂如，身体弱生病就会让你心疼些， 爱护些~

回到家原来会更累。。。早知就不回了~