I release myself to be who I am, and who I want to be, and who I am becoming, instead of staying or reverting back to who I was, or who others have or do expect me to be.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
TO DO LIST
1. Glance through 2 notes and study 1 note in detail everyday.
2. Stop eating rubbish!
3. No more chilli this week.
4. Watch only maximum one episode of series a day.
5. Study case report sample
6. No more buying single item which costs more than RM50 this month unless necessary.
7. Exercise 3 times a week! (Jog, dance, badminton)
8. No fb chatting after 12pm!!!
Target:
1. Finish all printed notes by 30th Oct
2. No more gaining weight before 23rd Oct
3. Stop addicting to that poison~ get help from Hui Sze!!(Siao po, I know you stalk my blog one =P Keep this in betw us ok)
Saturday, September 25, 2010
不想睡
我看过 瞬间燃烧的花火 昙花一现之后悄悄的坠落
我醉过 真夏冰酿的美酒 醒来以后还有你在陪着我
那种微酸的滋味 有点微醺的感觉 梦做一半比较美
爱我的人还没睡
不想睡 我要陪你一整夜 我要幸福的催眠
天旋地转的晕眩 不想睡 我要陪你一整夜
我要今天的完美 不要明天的幻觉
我看过 瞬间燃烧的花火 昙花一现之后悄悄的坠落
我醉过 真夏冰酿的美酒 醒来以后还有你在陪着我
那种微酸的滋味 有点微醺的感觉 梦做一半比较美
不想睡 我要陪你一整夜 我要幸福的催眠
天旋地转的晕眩 不想睡 我要陪你一整夜
我要今天的完美 不要明天的幻觉
雪花盛开的风中 是你紧紧抱着我 泪光在闪动
一闪 一道彩虹 不想睡 我要陪你一整夜
我要幸福的催眠 天旋地转的晕眩
不想睡 我要陪你一整夜 我要今天的完美
不要明天的幻觉 不想睡 我要陪你一整夜
我要幸福的催眠 天旋地转的晕眩
la la la la la la
I was having a nap this afternoon after piano class while listening to Fish Leong's album. When this song was played, I woke up involuntarily for a moment and then out of sudden one of my friends who is far away came into my mind in blur state, after that I fell asleep again. First time listening to this song but like the lyric a lot. How are you my dear friend? Hope you are doing well over there=) Take care!
Monday, September 13, 2010
Meaningless post
I want to write down what I felt about my dream last night which turned out to be quite true,
I want to jot down the reason I cried in the car while we were on the way to Mahathir's house yesterday,
I want to type out and shout out what I am thinking now about certain people whom I don't like and not satisfied about..
but..it's time to sleep now.. Swt..Good night! Talking nonsense with Vincent makes me feel better..
Thursday, September 2, 2010
I'm in trouble
Around 4pm, Mrs. Wan Hamidah from AAD clinical school called me and asked me to email her our attendance list. Hiehie..here comes the trouble..What kind of "surprise" will we get tomorrow when we are back to Seremban? No one can tell..As a representative, I hold a big responsibility on this as clinical school takes thing very seriously..hmmm..All the best for tomorrow la Jamie..Get ready for bombs***
I HATE IMU!! I HATE THE WAY THEY ORGANIZE IRRELEVANT STUFF FOR US!! I HATE IT WHEN THEY DUMP US IN THE CLINICAL SCHOOL LETTING US TO SETTLE ACCOMMODATION AND TRANSPORTATION ON OUR OWN!! I HATE IMU FOR NOT GIVING ME A CHANCE TO JOIN PDS!! I HATE LOCAL PROGRAM WHERE THERE IS ONLY 9 BORING STUDENTS LEFT IN THE SO-CALLED CLASS!! ARGH...BAD MOOD~~
Friday, July 16, 2010
Superwoman
I am just back from sending my younger sister to school, speed and drifted there, while kept nagging her not to let mami do that every morning!
What a noble job a mom does every day. Wake up at 6 something, either willing or not ===== brush teeth in the dark while keeping in mind not to disturb her partner(my fat daddy) who is still deep in sleep and snoring like no one else’s business ===== deactivate the alarm system and walk down the stairs with heavy sleepy pace (aww..Careful, don’t tumble down!! =P) ==== prepare breakfast which the menu is already in mind yesterday night before sleep (have to keep the recipe fresh and unique each and every day hoping not to bore the kids and husband) ==== boil water and fill up our pampered princess’s water bottle ==== wake the super duper lazy bed-sticking princess up (Oh oh..Don’t you think mami only does this once per day! She has to walk in a few times until the elder sister sleeping beside gets annoyed and kick the lazy bum down the bed (^.0) === urge the bum bum to eat and ensure she swallows every bit and piece (Malabsorption is it? Eat so much still so anorexic, waste resources only lar XD) ==== fetch her to school like what I did just now (It’s absolutely an adrenaline-rushing warm up activity to freshen up your soul, training your neck and eyes + hands and legs to be more fast acting)
Eh..Do you think that’s it for the day?? NOOOO.. Fun part begins when mami reaches home. Hmmm..Cleaning a 3-room condominium is already very tiring for me, what’s more a double storey 6-room Semi-D? Sweep and mop, wipe and clean, up and down, in and out…..blablabla.. Keep an eye on the clock and fetch Gui Ru back on time to change and eat, then out to tuition(s!) again (Note the S! : Her tuition time varies from 2-4pm and 4.15-6.15pm to 8-10pm or whole day long everywhere in Klang, not forget to mention about Gu Zheng’s class, so on and so forth ==== rush back home to cook dinner for everyone ==== peace ^.^
Above is just a basic routine if, I say IF there is nothing’s wrong with the piping and lighting system in our trouble-making vista condominiums, or else…hiak hiak hiak
Now I understand why mami can fall asleep in front of TV despite the exciting attracting and interesting series. Haihz..Xin Ku ni le mami! You are really a superwoman! Jamie salutes!
I promise I will help you as much as I can when I am in Klang (Errr..Can this promise last long? I really doubt. Haha..) Let me take a nap first before I start any housework today can? It’s tired to sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am. Zzz..
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Disappointed....
I have lost my trust~
I appeared to be irresponsible~
I have given people, not anybody else, but my lecturer who is going to work with me for another 2.5 years, and patients who are my resources a really bad impression..
It's ok.. There might be miscommunication somewhere along..but I will learn from my mistake=) Thanks for reminding me that people are not always reliable..
Monday, June 28, 2010
Haihz
Made her cry again..
How ah..Why am I always like that?? Haihz..
Zhou Gui Yu ah!!!
Think before you speak~
Be patient when you talk~
Beware of what you say~
(>.<)