I'm in trouble

Dental students chose to skip one hour session of orientation today. We thought one session is insignificant, wasting petrol and time, but we never expected that this will happen. At around 3pm, Jun Ai sms me: We have to spilt into groups in the class and that is how they realized Dental students were not there at all. >.<

Around 4pm, Mrs. Wan Hamidah from AAD clinical school called me and asked me to email her our attendance list. Hiehie..here comes the trouble..What kind of "surprise" will we get tomorrow when we are back to Seremban? No one can tell..As a representative, I hold a big responsibility on this as clinical school takes thing very seriously..hmmm..All the best for tomorrow la Jamie..Get ready for bombs***

I HATE IMU!! I HATE THE WAY THEY ORGANIZE IRRELEVANT STUFF FOR US!! I HATE IT WHEN THEY DUMP US IN THE CLINICAL SCHOOL LETTING US TO SETTLE ACCOMMODATION AND TRANSPORTATION ON OUR OWN!! I HATE IMU FOR NOT GIVING ME A CHANCE TO JOIN PDS!! I HATE LOCAL PROGRAM WHERE THERE IS ONLY 9 BORING STUDENTS LEFT IN THE SO-CALLED CLASS!! ARGH...BAD MOOD~~

Superwoman

*yawn...*

I am just back from sending my younger sister to school, speed and drifted there, while kept nagging her not to let mami do that every morning!

What a noble job a mom does every day. Wake up at 6 something, either willing or not ===== brush teeth in the dark while keeping in mind not to disturb her partner(my fat daddy) who is still deep in sleep and snoring like no one else’s business ===== deactivate the alarm system and walk down the stairs with heavy sleepy pace (aww..Careful, don’t tumble down!! =P) ==== prepare breakfast which the menu is already in mind yesterday night before sleep (have to keep the recipe fresh and unique each and every day hoping not to bore the kids and husband) ==== boil water and fill up our pampered princess’s water bottle ==== wake the super duper lazy bed-sticking princess up (Oh oh..Don’t you think mami only does this once per day! She has to walk in a few times until the elder sister sleeping beside gets annoyed and kick the lazy bum down the bed (^.0) === urge the bum bum to eat and ensure she swallows every bit and piece (Malabsorption is it? Eat so much still so anorexic, waste resources only lar XD) ==== fetch her to school like what I did just now (It’s absolutely an adrenaline-rushing warm up activity to freshen up your soul, training your neck and eyes + hands and legs to be more fast acting)

Eh..Do you think that’s it for the day?? NOOOO.. Fun part begins when mami reaches home. Hmmm..Cleaning a 3-room condominium is already very tiring for me, what’s more a double storey 6-room Semi-D? Sweep and mop, wipe and clean, up and down, in and out…..blablabla.. Keep an eye on the clock and fetch Gui Ru back on time to change and eat, then out to tuition(s!) again (Note the S! : Her tuition time varies from 2-4pm and 4.15-6.15pm to 8-10pm or whole day long everywhere in Klang, not forget to mention about Gu Zheng’s class, so on and so forth ==== rush back home to cook dinner for everyone ==== peace ^.^

Above is just a basic routine if, I say IF there is nothing’s wrong with the piping and lighting system in our trouble-making vista condominiums, or else…hiak hiak hiak

Now I understand why mami can fall asleep in front of TV despite the exciting attracting and interesting series. Haihz..Xin Ku ni le mami! You are really a superwoman! Jamie salutes!

I promise I will help you as much as I can when I am in Klang (Errr..Can this promise last long? I really doubt. Haha..) Let me take a nap first before I start any housework today can? It’s tired to sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am. Zzz..

Disappointed....

Why are you always like that? You did the same thing to Jun during the MU-NUS game. Now to me again. Always take things lightly, give excuses, trying to pull off last minute without thinking what's the consequences and havoc that you are going to create to others..

I have lost my trust~
I appeared to be irresponsible~
I have given people, not anybody else, but my lecturer who is going to work with me for another 2.5 years, and patients who are my resources a really bad impression..

It's ok.. There might be miscommunication somewhere along..but I will learn from my mistake=) Thanks for reminding me that people are not always reliable..

Haihz

Kek lau mami again..
Made her cry again..
How ah..Why am I always like that?? Haihz..

Zhou Gui Yu ah!!!
Think before you speak~
Be patient when you talk~
Beware of what you say~

(>.<)

29.04.2010

My lovely 20th Birthday:

~I really felt thankful to have such a wonderful day with my beloved friends and got presents from those who care about me^.^~

Brownies from Delicious

Hazelnut cheese cake from Secret Recipe

Tiramisu cake from Secret recipe again..

Morning celebration with Shiau Zhia and Ee Ling


My favourite Chocolate indulgence from secret recipe [I suppose Secret Recipe pakat with my friends la..lol]


At night in Pantai Hospital with Ickes, Mr. Black and Siu Lok Lui

"Mr. Black from my brother-in-law Jonathan

Handmade lovely birthday card from Ickes (need to stick the msg papers on my own one..LOL)

Cutie " Unagi" and 56 stars in cocktail glass from Ickes

Black n White bangles and VOIR privilege card from Shu Qeng, Pui Seen, May, Yun Teng

Yummy Ferrero Rocher from Joyce Chieng

Go green note book from Cyandra

Sandy "Dodol" from Joshua



8GB pendrive from Jon


Diamond & Platinum necklace from Biao Wen gor gor

Bracelet from Yung Yung in Genting, gor bought one too..

Let me introduce my new "pet"---Siao Hong!

(A bday present for myself)

Without noticing how fast time travels and how much of joys and tears I have been through, I am now already in my second decade of life. It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had. I must constantly bear in mind that I shouldn't cling on this kind of miserable, aimless, dreamless life that I am living now-- facebook each and every second, TV and snacks during free time, so on and so forth. Hmmm...this is a reminder for myself: I must live every act fully, as if it were my last.

The last night of being 19~

I am entering my 2nd decade of life soon, may be by the time I finish typing this, I will be 20 already. Haha..

Complicated feeling now. Sigh..Shouldn't feel like this but..don't know how to describe..No one will understand too..

My dilemma now is whether to go back to Klang to meet my friends who I have rejected all of their invitations tomorrow or just stay in vista to study for my upcoming EOS or figure out a way to visit my poor little son.

I don't like so many choices as this makes my indecisiveness more obvious. (=.=") Plans are not always as smooth as what we think they will be. That's why in COH after the step of analysing data, identifying priorities and creating strategies, there is always a step called "implementing alternative strategies." Wakaka.. What I learnt can be applied in real life. Not bad wor;)

I have a strong feeling that I will fail EOS miserably this time. Not to mention B+(my target), C might be difficult to get too. Jamie Jamie~ Where's your ohm?!

10th of April

I want to write..but lazy..so I type..

(Errr...what a lame beginning of my new post)

Erm..I think overall the Ball is good except a few regrets here n there..(late and missed the cocktail n photography session>.< feel so sorry, I held a big responsibility of making 7 of us late to the ball..still feels the "sour-ness" now..Haihz..We should have reached earlier n more things could have been done) The ball wasn't the same as my expectation-- less interaction was involved..Didn't get to take picture with everyone I know although I understand this is a bit difficult..Didn't get to dance like what I did in my previous prom..

We reached late for the afterparty too.. Only get to dance for not more than one hour..I was not that into the dance that night, perhaps need some alcohol beforehand..Was trying to hold back and restrict my movement thus making myself look weird..lol..

Hmmm..I felt glad yet a bit disappointed when I saw that message at 5am..Nothing to do with the content, but the way of expressing it.. Didn't know what to answer so chose to reply the next day.. However, we still decided to remain as what we are now-- like unofficial one that care about each other more than anyone else does.. This is the best way not to hurt anyone or end up with chaos in the future. Am I right? Please bear in mind that I appreciate you a lot..