LONG/ SHORT?? BLACK OR PURPLE?

Went out to hunt for prom dress this afternoon.. 4 of the girls accompanied me to walk from one end to another end of Sunway Pyramid, one corner to another corner of Subang boutiques.. Still can't find a suitable one though..

Long dresses are elegant and make me look taller, but more mature(-.-)
Short dress looks younger but none of them win my heart..
Black is universally acceptable but too common..
I love the long purple dress very much! Other people in the shop gave positive comments too but it is more suitable for bridesmaid la==" need lots of courage to wear that! haha..

Hmmm..Hunting mission failed..

nothing la..

My eyes get dry easily these few days..Not only that, vision turns blur every time I look at something for more than 5 seconds.. Spectacles and berries supplement are not helping at all..Apart from that, I have difficulty in paying full attention and remembering stuff too.. My mind always wandering around thinking about nothing during lecture and even worse, when I am talking to friends..I tried, I struggled, I did my best trying to focus, but I couldn't.. Hmmm.. Aging process is accelerating fast..


Today I was nominated and surprisingly voted by majority to be phase 2 DT108 batch rep..Was protesting but no one choi me..Hmmm..Luckily it's just so few of us left in sem 6..should call it as group leader instead of batch rep..pathetic number of students..LOL..


Haihz.. Always daydream about nonsense recently.. Nasolabial fold also becoming more and more obvious owing to lack of smile== Am I worrying too much? Am I thinking excessively? Am I doing too much things unnecessarily? Am I still myself?

I miss my laughter and joys that I used to have everyday..Just want to tell myself to be more focus...Know what I want and go for it! What's more important for now is STUDY and FAMILY^^ Should make a call now~

Pill of the day

Extremely tired.. Time to eat one vitamin pill now..
and the content goes like this:

"Life is like body rafting, sometimes you are out of control and don't know what to do next. All you need to do is just follow the current."

The current tells me to have a nap now. I am not productive nor progressive at all. Haihz.. :'(

First amalgam restoration

Today, again, was suppose to be Shu Qeng's turn to be operator but there was some miscommunication between Joyce and Steffanie, thus my previous patient Poh Hee turned up this afternoon while Shu Qeng's new patient is on his way too.

Hmmm..Haven't done my treatment planning, didn't clip my front hair, not mentally ready to do restoration yet,etc..haha..always get this kind of unexpected situation recently..must pray in temple more often..

I quickly reviewed back her charting and came out with a plan after discussing with Dr. Zaineb--amalgam restoration on the 46 and 47~(never knew that others normally do scaling and polishing only or the most is simple class 1 restoration. I was a bit messed up with my work as both Dr. are giving me two different instructions=="

After two and half hours of running there and here, plus some minor errors and funny incidences, I finally managed to finish both..fooo...Luckily the patient wasn't angry with me and Dr.Omar praised my work too.(Actually major of it was done by him..haha)

[Qeng dropped amalgam carrier on the floor and accidentally sucked the patient's lip with high vacuum suction..LOL!!
The cavity is too deep so have to use dyCal to do direct pulp capping on 46
took 6 capsules today..Ms Kat bored of seeing me at the dispensary ad..haha]

What a tiring session~~zzz

CLUMSY=="

I know what is the best word to describe myself in the convo mag already--CLUMSY!!!

1st: My laptop got attacked by some stubborn "worms" because I simply click yes or no each time the warning notices popped up on the screen without really read and understand them..Here goes my Dell Dell's life..I don't know if the data inside still can be secured or not..

2nd: Kwai Fei's hard disk slipped out from my hand and tergolek-golek (720 degrees) down from staircase when I rushed up to her room for no reason..

3rd: Akira's handphone becomes a bit sot sot after I use for merely one week plus.. (Dropped it on the floor for at least 4-5 times within this period)

Haihz..can't do my assignment with my laptop, can't transfer files from my half-dying laptop to the hard disk..Argh..clumsy and silly girl (X_X)

P.S.:

~ happy that I have successfully persuade a six-year-old girl(Jo Yi--my cousin's cousin..lol) who is picky on food and seldom talk to stranger to eat vegetables..haha..

~won RM20+ in jiap gup yesterday night :D

~one of the vitamin pills from Ickes via air mail has cracked..grrr..stupid postman='/

I knew it

I somehow know this is going to happen.. Like what I always tell you..
Sad.. Disappointed.. Heart broken..
People do change.. This is nature..
It's within my expectation, yet beyond my control..

LaLaLiLuLu

lalalala...so boring ah...Won rm30+ just now when I went to Gui Ru's friend, Yan Yi's house...like gam yu lou cheat small kids' money~~

lilili...So many things to do..
1.Tissue response to injury presentation
2.Tumour assignment
3.Meeting agenda
4.Sponsorship application
5.2 presents to be wrapped
6.One bday party tonight (have to ffk ad..Sorry dear~)
7.Money for me to win at Wee Lee's hs (Haihz..next year la..)
8.Mini art project
9.clear the leftover food

butbutbut..have to become driver and fetch my superstar mei mei to perform in Meru in a while..Can't help..cox I am the only one at home now..Others went Lions club dinner and "jian jia zhang" dinner..Haha..Gui Ru ah...You have to pay me tips you know..Even Ahmad(s) get their salary..

lululu...Where to wait for my sis to finish her performance le?
Starbucks?(Coffee isnt a wise choice at night)
McD?(Soft drinks are cariogenic)
Home?(waste petrol if I travel back and forth..Furthermore, we have to be friendly to our deteriorating environment)

lalalilulu~~whatever la..I'm just bored..